Thursday, December 13, 2012

...wer weiß denn schon, was das bedeutet...
ehrlich gesagt wäre ich gerade lieber in Indien oder wo ganz anders : da wo es warm ist !

alles was existiert beinhaltet auch immer das Gegenteil : es gibt keinen Ton ohne Stille, keine Bewegung ohne Stillstand, kein Loslassen ohne Halten, keine Freude ohne Schmerz, keine Wärme ohne Kälte... und dazwischen liegen unendlich viele Fassetten
es ist vielleicht ganz gut, sich das immer mal wieder bewusst zu machen,
um das, was man scheinbar gerade nicht hat, trotzdem zu sehen

Monday, October 22, 2012

actually

 ...back in germany, but not really arrived...it'll take a while ( I guess)
and that's for sure: to India I'll go again !

more than 6800 m high : 
view to Mrigthuni & Maiktoli in Uttarakhand

...each bell is connected with a wish and reminds to the permanent presence of devinity




Jain temple, Haridwar

Sunday, September 30, 2012

it's time now


such a
positive energy
it's undescribable
dispite all the questions
it's time now !
a few more days and
i'll see the world from above and
 INDIA 
i'll open my eyes
and take a deep breath
for the
grand pas de chat
that'll open the last heavy door

Saturday, August 18, 2012

swan lake

it was a big surprise to see so many swans ( they must have been at least a hundred ) on a large lake where i stoped for a short break on my way into the "green heart of germany", to this very little town (far away from everything) to be there for two long weeks: forrest, river, clean air, the sky at night full of stars and  no computer, a good place - actually - for holidays, to relax...






fortunately there are always many ideas and possibilities to fill the time with more or less necessary actions:
here is an exemple for karma yoga ( that's the 'garden defender' version of virabhadrasana ;) naja, apple trees also have a right to get some sun



Sunday, July 29, 2012

Oslo

on the roof of the opera







Oslo, what a city ! for me the most impressing I've ever seen
 in the sea, on the sea, surrounded by water and hills, old and new and so different...



see more about my trip to scandinavia if you want :-)








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11.Juli 2012 :
 one week for me and no projects, except one: to see something I haven't seen bevore...hhhm... : Scandinavia ! have never been there, now I'll take the chance to discover it's beauty, maybe...don't know where exactly I'll go, it's all open...I just want to stay where I like it and leave if I want to see something else, that's it  :-)

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

василёк - vasilyok

I don't know why it's called like that or which Basilius or Vassili it was who gave it this pretty name
...I just know, when ever I see cornflowers I realize that I like them very much : mainly because of their unmistakable color and also maybe because they remind me so much to my childhood and summer ...summer in the Ural : dry and very warming :-)
here in this part of Europe summer is different : not that warm, not that steady
...but I do not want to say something or complain...this year the smell of summer is in the air !

Saturday, May 26, 2012

 il duello
choreography: irina sentjabowa


 26. u. 27. Mai

Tanzperformance
Samstag u. Sonntag ab 18:30 Uhr  Schloss, Schlosspark, Reithalle, Gewölbesaal
Eine Gemeinschaftsproduktion der Tanzszene Paderborn 

 enjoy the video

  ...and here is RED... for you

Sunday, April 29, 2012

it's about...

...two years ago as we performed RED in 'Waterfalls' - that special show in the swimming-bath where the premiere couldn't happen, because of a heavy thunderstorm, that we were showing four days later to a very friendly, quite big audience... and only now, maybe three weeks ago, I finally got the footage of this piece that means so much to me... but it makes no difference - long ago or not : it feels like it's been yesterday
...and now since all dances, skirts and what ever else had to be done in the last time are prepared and 'on their way', I'll take some time to make a video : as beautiful as the performance was ...? ...no, that won't work, of course ...  let's say then : I'll try to work out a good video from those partly very beautiful takes :-)

Friday, April 13, 2012

einfach nur gut !

...eine Idee, ein kurzer inhaltlicher Austausch - ohne viele Worte, die gleiche gedankliche Ebene und man ist direkt an dem Punkt, wo so viel Raum und Freiheit ist, dass ganz viel Neues entsteht...
eigentlich kann ich mir nichts Schöneres vorstellen - in jeder Hinsicht ! umso mehr weiß ich es zu schätzen
"du bist nicht der, ..."          Musik: Fabian Russ     Tanz u. Choreographie: Paolo Fossa     Film: Irina Sentjabowa

 so, hier gibt's auch endlich 'was zu sehen  ... es gibt sicher mehr in nächster Zeit :-)



1.April 2012
...and besides I have the great pleasure to develop four other dances for different groups of the school, with beautiful music 
( including one of my favourite classical pieces : Sibelius' Valse triste )   looking forward to it

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Licht und Schatten

...very different from 'Mira' (where I was realy telling a story), these videos are quite abstract :
following the feeling that's engendered by the music and the light-shadow-idea I try to find uncommon, impressive pictures and view points to connect them with the music; the idea is to make several versions ( step by step I work on them now ), to select the best and send it to a competition...have never done something like that, so why not
...but actually thats not important at all, it gives me just a bit of a push to do it now... important is the whole process : to learn how this program works, where I have to think three-demensional in a way and to play with varied possibilities...exciting :-)

Monday, March 12, 2012

Kama


das ist die Kama : 
eigentlich ein ganz normaler Fluss nur halt in anderen Dimensionen, wie so vieles in Russland


 
hatte den post versehentlich gelöscht, inzwischen aber noch einiges geschrieben, wer also mehr sehen und lesen möchte ... bitte

Thursday, March 8, 2012

view




it's true: steel constructions have there own aesthetics, I like it
this video is just a try
...the story starts somewhere else :
first my sweet little camera got blind or short-sighted like this :
( o.k. that can be an option too, but ...)
so I bought a new camera, even smaller and better and I was very pleased with the takes,
not so much my cutting-program that stopped all its activities without telling me why...it took me a while to find out the reason for this strange 'attitude', but meanwhile I understood some about video-files, codecs and these things (and it is also very good for me to read many texts in English, because I really want to learn it
and if they are such interesting descriptions, all the more...)
at the end it was clear, that I had to buy a new program too and ...it's realy good : fast and good-structured, with many possibilities, interesting to discover and fun to learn how to use them.



and actually, all of that only happened, because I have a new small project :   two short videos

music: Fabian Russ, dance: Paolo Fossa & ... tssss ... don't know yet  :-) maybe

next to Duisburg is a site, it must have been a steel-works ore something like that, there we'll meet with Paolo for the takes, I think it'll be interesting ( many steel constructions) ... hopefully inspiring
and I'm looking forward to it

Thursday, February 2, 2012

...mit den Augen denken

...über drei Ecken bin ich heute morgen auf die Seite des Fotographen Andreas Reiner gekommen, dessen Bilder ich wirklich beeindruckend finde


ich bin nicht so viel gereist in meinem Leben, wie ich es mir vielleicht gewünscht hätte, trotzdem habe ich einiges gesehen, gerade auf dem Balkan oder in Osteuropa und ... wie soll ich sagen : was auf diesen Bildern zu sehen ist, ist für mich nicht unvorstellbar
gerade deswegen hat es mich sehr berührt

Monday, January 16, 2012

let's dance

...it's still there: good technic and that "bit more"

students ?!!  ready to go on stage, ready to become an artist...

beautifull    (I love it )

and that's fun, even the cameraman is dancing...

Saturday, January 14, 2012

ein Sprung...

...ins kalte Wasser
ist doch immer wieder sehr erfrischend
denn man hat nicht viel Zeit, um darüber nachzudenken
ob man eintauchen möchte oder nicht
man tut es einfach,
und wenn man sich bewegt
wird einem hoffentlich auch warm
und man fängt an zu schwimmen...

nein, nein, gar nicht wahr:
ich mag kaltes Wasser überhaupt nicht
und würde sicher nur im Notfall freiwillig hineinspringen

aber ich mag Herausforderungen
und zwar solche
wo ich gar nicht weiß, wie ich sie bewältige
oder wo es überhaupt hingeht

das finde ich spannend !
manchmal ist es sogar sehr bewegend ...


Yoga, Yoga ...hier ist es ein bisschen anders, da habe ich vielleicht länger gewartet als sonst und es ist nicht wirklich ein Sprung ins kalte Wasser; endlich hab' ich genug Wissen um sicher zu sein, dass ich gute Stunden  geben kann ... und mir steht noch so viel bevor, was ich noch lernen kann: interessant, spannend, tiefgreifend und faszinierend; so vieles worauf ich mich freuen kann... u.a. Indien ! :-)
 

...und jedem Anfang wohnt ein Zauber inne
der uns beschützt und der uns hilft zu leben...

genau !     H. Hesse war ein kluger Mann


Monday, January 2, 2012

auf ein Neues...

  с новым годом                        happy new year
 всем всего хорошего             all the best wishes


...und nicht vergessen :
immer den Überblick behalten
auch wenn es viele Wege gibt ...