perfect

light-design in the forest

...there is not much time left between reading, learning, sewing, teaching and rehearsals, to go out for a walk, but sometimes I find the time, and I  really like it especially at that time when I'm going to 'create' something new; not that I would have any idea, when I'm there...not at all...I just walk and walk, hear all the sounds, enjoy the spicy smell and the nice fresh air on my skin...and just don't think any more about that what I have to do, all becomes quite unimportant...

it's a nice feeling : grounded in a way and also free...

...during my education and also later (as I used to be a ballet-dancer) I was always told, that I have to be perfect - everything else was never enough -and I got so used to these high demands and was trying very hard to be perfect... 

but what is that : perfection ? what's  the definition ? in the forest nothing is "perfect" and it is perfect, because it's just beautiful ... so, who can decide, how things have to be ?

what I've understood in the last years is that it works much better to let things go without using any force or trying too hard -in art and also in that what is connected with our feelings- everything needs time to grow, to develop in a certain direction...

if we have patience everything will come on that place where it wants to be... maybe it won't be perfect, but it'll feel right...

...and if you want to relaxe for a moment...watch this and enjoy ;-)